I scalded my chest area this morning.... and it hurt real bad, physically AND emotionally.
I never really liked having scars on my body, but after this morning, I realised that this is reality and shit happens.
I'll just have to live with it, whether I like it or not.
I told myself that I can't have everything to look perfect cos well, no one's perfect.
I assured myself that there are others out there whose scars are even worse; first-degree burn victims.
I'll just have to tell myself that I'm lucky mine's just a small patch.
Why am I making a big deal out of it? It's just a small scar.
Thing is, there are certain parts of the body that different people treasure, be it the hair, teeth, nose or legs. Well, mine happens to be the upper torso area.

No, not the boobs.

I treasure the skin on my body cos it is much more flawless than my acne-disaster face.
They are like my source of hope to feeling good, ya know?
Ya git ma drift yo?

So that's the reason why I'm fretting over something some people find unworthy.
I'll be looking forward to getting more scars since I HAVE NOT GOTTEN CHICKEN POKS YET!
Ahahaha! Or is it chicken pops? Iono. Heh.

So, YA.
This is life ya know? You live once, and in this lifetime, you'll get more than you bargained for. More shits are waiting for you. Hahaha.

A piece of advice: Learn to adapt, accept things, and move on. You'll make it through ;)

'Museum' Outing

Two similar purple boxes, but what's different is what's in them.

I didn't bother opening the other one -_______________- thanks for the perfume Fadz!!

This is Tahirah being..... Tahirah :)

This kid from my childcare slipped this feather into my pocket while I was busy controlling the class. I didn't remember it was there until I took out my hp and the feather dropped to the floor. Awww... Isn't she sweeeeet?

Mello & I :)

Trying on Nad's shawl. Spot Nad.

BONUSES:WeiSian WITH EYELINER. I REPEAT, WITH EYELINER.

ANG HUISHAN. Finally managed to snap a pic of her.

That's all folks! ;)

When my life is void, music fills the space.
When everyone's mad, you came to stay.
When I'm sick & tired of everything in my life, I have no one but myself to turn to.
I am my confidant.
& I'm telling you, it's hard facing the music alone.
It's so empty and quiet.
Sometimes I wish there is a hand to hold on to, so I know I'm not alone anymore.

here's my revenge to those idiots who post my pictures in their blogs.

met fadz at TP just now

too bored..

& here's my mum. asked her to pose nicely...... SIGH.

My 18th birthday has THE best birthday memories ever.
I received THE best presents.

themostungratefulfriendever Idsy gave me some retarded G-string & a wtf drawer.
but I appreciate her thoughtfulness FOR GIVING ME A BIRTHDAY PRESENT AFTER 6 YEARS OF NOT GIVING ONE.

I received more presents during our family b`dae celebration last sat.

Nima gave me a stalk of rose and a cute balloooooon~! we were so sad cos the balloon string got loose from its hold and was blown away~ SIGH.
& in addition to the hairclip, dangling earrings, $40, a towel set & an adidas bag, I GOT A BLACK UGLY SCRAPE on my elbow bcos SOMEONE & I decided to try a circus act.

AND...

Mummy gave me the green light to get my own phone
& I BOUGHT ONE YEST! MUAHAHAHA

So cooool~

thanks for bein SO PATIENT fadz.
I owe you LOTS!
<3

17 Nov

I only choose pictures where my face looks OK. & this is the only pic & everyone's in it.

PICTURE PERFECT ;)

HAPPY 18TH ERY ROSA INDAH~!!

today's my day :)
I love 15 Nov.

thanks for today, girls.
you girls really made my day :)

thanks for the chocx & card; judycassiemichellesockyeewanchingtaisihuiweisiannicolehuishan :)

thanks for the handmade card & THE SUPER DUPER SMALL PIC; MELISSA :)

thanks for the 'house of sweets'; Cynthia!

thanks for the lovely card; tahirahazurayokieaeen

thanks FADZ, IDA, QAI, NAB, FIQAH, NIMA & DALE FOR THE WISHES!

and to all, thanks for the wishes & hugs!




oh wait, did I miss some pple out?

HAHAHAHA!!

CHEW GUAN WEI, DIANA TAY & UMAIRAH BTE ABDULLAH.

these people are 3 of the few lovely and thoughtful creatures you'll ever see walking on the surface of the earth.
they are one unique species; one of them loves to eat organic food & lectures us on what's good food and what's not, the other one is always quiet, but hell, her jokes always crack me up! & the last one, the bimbo who constantly PMS-es at me 24/7 but will laugh the next minute.

thanks for the lovely surprise, the delicious cupcakes, the 'handsome' frog prince & the thoughtful letters.
thanks for putting lots of thought and effort into this whole thing.
thanks for everything.
you guys are the best.
I can admit I've never felt this touched before in my life! AWWWWW~
thank you sooooo damn much!!
whatever we had before, whatever we have now, and whatever we will have later in the future, I will always treasure the moments AND will never forget this day & you guys!

PICS :)



I don't need a frog prince okay................. XD

OUH YEAH.. almost frgot... HAPPY 18TH HIDAYAH!

Woooooot~ Fadhilah & I & some other peeeeepos!





Hehehehehe.....

I dunno what got over me, but on the way home with WeiSian in bus 151, I asked her if she wants to see this beautiful glass house I was always attracted to.
I knew it was a crazy idea to just stalk someone's HOUSE, but I didn't care since my friend was equally crazy -- or even crazier.
I had forgotten which bus stop we should alight at, but luckily this lady pressed the doorbell once I saw the striking glass house.
We got off, and I immediately led WeiSian up the walkway.
Standing before us was this HUGE 3-storey house with large glass windows around it.
WeiSian literally looked like this ---> O.O

HAHAHA.

I'm sorry, owner of the house, for snapping this photo of your extravagant house, but I just couldn't help it. Can you give this house to me as a birthday present???



After that, we walked around more to see more crazily expensive villa-like houses. WAHH.

I dunno what's wrong wimme today, but I actually went shopping for birthday presents.
Yeah, i did.
I even got them wrapped.

I've never done that before.

Weird.

Just got back from school.
It's like raining damn crazily here lah!
I saw a streak of blue white lightning when I was in the bus on the way home.
DAMN FREAKY LAH.

I dint have an umbrella with me, but I was planning to just run home from the bus stop, but a very very very kind hearted lady who fetched her daughter from the bus stop, offered to send me home cos coincidentally, she had an extra umbrella with her.
I declined but she insisted so I just went with her, since she lives somewhere near my house.
I couldn't stop thanking her cos if I were to run in the rain just now, I could have been struck by a lightning and be a burnt chicken.
Yeah, but after she left, I wanted my mom to pay.
Yes, PAY.
I wanted her to see how pitiful I was, drenched in the rain, cos I don't have a freaking phone to call up someone to save me from the rain!!
So I sacrificed myself for my plan to GET A HANDPHONE by standing just a few feet away from the shelter and soaking up the rain.
Happily, I took the lift.

When my mom opened the door, she was like "Awww.. So pitiful." Yeah, thanks. :D
"Why didn't you call -- oh, you don't have a phone." Glad you know!! Hahahaha.
So, I'm not sure if my plan worked.
I'm not sure if I'm finally gonna get a hp.
I'm gonna have to wait and see what she gets me for my birthday. :D :D :D